Review for CADD

Computer Aided Drug Design(CADD), a specialized discipline that uses computational methods to simulate drug-receptor interactions classes. This post is to share some simple steps to view your protein in 3D version starting with the selection of specific protein sequence.

1. Search and retrieve protein sequence from different organism.
*go to "http://merops.sanger.ac.uk/" and click "searches" on the left bar and choose the first search button next to "by Name".

*key in "ClpP"(a specific protein domain) and press "enter".detection of domain is important to know its functions and similarities.
*choose S14.001 and click at its link.here you can see detailed profiles on that specific protein.
*click sequences link at the top.choose any of the organism with that specific protein and click at their specific protein type starting with MER****** and specific protein sequence will appear in new window.From the protein sequence, we can get the peptidase unit and the active site.
*copy and paste all the protein sequence in "notepad".Save as "ClpP" and then delete unnecessary information and save as "ClpP seq".
*repeat these steps for domain of "Lon" >> choose S16.001 for E.coli >> do same for other steps and save as "Lon" and "Lon seq".

2. Application of BLAST software to know the identity and description
*go to "http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/" and click "blast" in the box at the top right of the page and click protein blast

*Change only in program selection and click "blastp (protein-protein BLAST)"
*copy and paste your protein sequence and its code name from "ClpP seq" and "Lon seq" and paste it in query sequence box and press enter.choose psi.blast and click BLAST.
*choose the first line and note its identity and description of the protein in excel.Identity means that how much the similarity. In short, we do BLAST to search the similarity.

3. Application of ClustalX and Artemis software. Clustalx is meant for clustering all those protein sequences while Artemis is a sequence viewer and annotation tool.
*Wordwrap sequence in notepad
*Open ClustalX software--> file -->load sequence -->choose sequence from file "ClpP seq" or "lon seq"

the output for this software was in dnd (dendogram) which need TREEVIEW to view and
aln (align all the sequence) which can b viewed by micr.word.
*click at Alignment --> complete alignment --> align
*Go to Website MEROPS --> organism --> eg. Bulkholderia pseudomallei
*choose SJ –S16 (*SJ – clan, S16- family)and click on its link for Lon and copy sequence in notepad and repeat procedure for SK-S14 for Clpp
* use Artemis v5 --> file --> open --> BPs.dbs

--> choose certain sequence from notepad clpplonbp
*Go to --> navigator --> paste that certain sequence in blank at find aa string
*create --> mark ORF in range
*output appeared 3 sequence.
*delete sequences without similarity
*feature left: edit --> trim selected feature to met

Repeat previous steps to find another sequence which may have similarity within the previous sequence.
*click CDS >> edit selected feature >> copy name from notepad "MER******".
*paste >> replace "none" click "apply" and "ok"
*go to NCBI webpage again and click BLAST >> protein blast >> copy paste sequence(Lon and Clp each) >> choose database : pdb
*Alignment 1st line: 1TYFA (* 1TYFA – ID of pdB)>>Open "1TYF" for Clp
*go to "http://www.rcsb.org/pdb/home/home.do" >> search "IRR9" for Lon >> download file >> save FASTA, save pdb.

4. Application of Raswin software to view protein from pdb file in 3D model.
PDB is for homology modeling where the amino acid sequence of a specific protein (target) is known, and the 3-D structures of proteins related to the target (templates) are known.
e.g ClpP--> 1TYF.pdb
and Lon-->1RR9.pdb
*Open both of the files above with RasWin to have output in 3D structure with few information of their structure such as Green color: helix, Yellow color: B-shape (straight).

thats all for now..this is open for any correction from any of you..hope that i have helped you in some way..huhuuu
Wassalam

Remembrance of PrimaRy sChOoL LiFE~~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t to all my beloved friends and followers(if i hv any??)..

Now i would like to share some of my precious little memories that i hv hardly able to remember on my primary school days in Sekolah Kebangsaan Klang Gate(SKKG)..huhuu...
A very long loong time ago...at least i cud hv remembered that my school life is more fun than being at home..huhuu..i think i would list the stories by new lessons learn in life:

1- I can be unexpectedly clever when there's no challengers around me...

Since i was in standard 1 until 3, i was put in either the 1st or 2nd highest class in school..i could barely get to be in top 5 ranking during those 3 years(only once in standard 2 i get 2nd place)..when i was in standard 4, suddenly, a new "discrimination" system implimented in my school(without mentioning in particular the discrimination is about what)..i was thrown down from the 1st class to 5th or 6th class if i'm not mistaken (with less competitors for exam purpose i guess..wink2;p) due to the *discrimination reason...hurmm..it was really upsetting for me at first..however, i kind of enjoyed it...with less pressure from the competitors(classmates) and teachers(who doesn't expect much from their students), i managed to be in 1st place ranking in class in every examination for 2 years in a row..i only have 1 competitor in class which i really remembered...Nurul Sobah..huhuu...she is a very clever girl...there is one time i've heard that i got the highest mark among all standard 5 classes in a subject(i couldn't remember in particular which exam)..and then we got back into normal class distribution system in standard 6 for UPSR..and i got to be back in the 1st class again..huhuu..sadly, too much competitors lessen my ability to score well in examination(or is it just an excuse??;p)...coz i could barely be in top 5 ranking in the class during standard 6...however, Alhamdulillah I managed to get 5As in my UPSR..

2- i learn that sulking was a really bad and wasting habit..

huhu..during my standard 4 year, i got this one close friend of mine(whose also my competitor in exams) whom always sulk with me..i always become weirdly confused with her feelings and attitudes towards me at that time..however, because of my childish jealousy feelings with my one and only big brother during that time, i decided to try and test the sulking attitude with my family..but(cut it short) it seems like it didn't work..and i didn't really enjoyed it..hahaha;p..

3- i really was not interested in any love matters during my primary school..

i realized that i do have crushes on few boys during my primary school days but it was never serious..but one thing i realized during the time is that i could not be told if any boy do like me..huhuu.. i remembered once my friend told me that there was one friend of us (fellow prefects) like me and that particular information makes me have nightmares for few nights..and i was really afraid of bumping into him..thank god that he was transferred to another school not long after i knew that he likes me..hahahaa;p..since then i don't dare to talk on liking or not liking anyone in school..huhuhuu

4- i learn how to like mathematics very much..

i got this one particular math tutor which i went for tuition few nights per week..he was really good in teaching math and making his students score for the subject...but sumtimes this tutor(which is also a teacher in our school) can do unimaginable punishment to his student for being lazy or not able to answer his question..huhuuu...very scary "cekgu slemang"..uhuhuuu..however, i do love him very much as a teacher of mine and thanked him a lot for making me a clever math girl during that time..hahaha;p

In general, the whole experience that i've had during my primary school days was very beneficial for my growing up process in life...i really appreciate each and every moments i've had with my ex-primary schoolmates(which are/are not in contact with me now) and teachers..Jazakumullahukhairan kathira..insyaALLAH:)

Pengalamanku hampir Hanyut Di Pulau Kapas..Part 2

Namun demikian, smpay2 je kt UIA, sy tr0s lupe nk smbung cter ngan akmal..huhuu..ad ke ptot..sy syok sgt beborak smbil mkn mlm kot..pastu smbung wat 1st draft eap..p xsiap2 gk..uhuhu..so telupe abes r nk msg akmal..uhuhu

Besok hrny, hri ni la, 10 March..tbe2..lpas klas eap..kt dlm libry..sy mnerime msg dr akmal..

Mal: Ko nye cite xabs pn smlm.smpai aq ttdo mnunggu.ko abes kdt k?knapa ngan dak laki tu?
Az: Haha.tbe2 aq lupe nk smbung.huhu.laki tu ad je kat area aq tuh.p die juz ajar aq cmne nk brenang ke tepian je kot.die xphm kot aq da try da.xgrak2 p0n!huhuh..bengang gler aq tym tuh.then aq dcide xnkla dpend on die utk bwk aq ketepi.aq pon try r gaye brenang ******(sjnis haiwan berkaki empat).huhu.akhirny..aq gerak d0e!haha..tp..

Sy tros smbung kije eap..

Mal:Ahaha..adoh..ksiannya..pun ye die nk elak dr pgang ko.ya ALLAH..Aq tahan gelak smpai kuar air mata dlm cks..tbayang ko tkial2 dlm air..

Sy sdang melakukn homework 1st draft eap yg xsiap2 dr smlm..

Mal:Ko sukala wat aq 2nggu.tapi apa..?Aq tgh xphm dlm cls ne.jd bosan..baik ko sambn crite.xpyh wt saspen ek..<-dlm ati aq:ceh ptot r minah neh beriye lyn cite aq..huhuu
Az: Ces.mane bley ko glakkn aq d0e.huhu.tp..smpay kt 1 kawsn celah batu dkat nk smpay kt tepian..aq jd xle grak lg..even da anek speed kayuhan aq dlm air..huhu..aq ternmpakla kelibat sorg lg membe laki aq kt tepi pantai..aq cubela nk minx tlg..tp ko tau x..

Aq smbung wat kije eap lg..

Mal: diaorg pn xtolng? Trok pngalaman ko.hampeh tol bdk2 2..<-dlm ati sy:ble mse plak aq ckp ad lbih dr sorg??..huhu..da la abeh crite gi mne bley ckp pngalaman sy trok..uhuhu..sob2..;d

Pas lme tnggu sy..sy kbtulan tgh mnaip msg..

Mal: tapi apa makcik! Cpatla!Uhuhu..<-masyaALLAH..buhsannye dak neh duk kat cls..huhu
Az:Bknla..aq xkeluarkn pkataan tlg pon..aq asek pnggil name die je..3kali plak tuh..stiap pnggilan aq selang dgn pernafasan yg tercungap2..huhu..die pulak blur gler..tertny2 kot..btol ke aq tgh pnggil name die..uhuhu..then aq trosla berusahe..w'pun tgn aq da teramatla pnat..ko taula kn air pasang..ombak lg kuat kot kt area batu..huhu..tbe2 da dkat2 nk smpay..bley plak aq g tny die..nmpak x membe2 aq yg len..huhu..laen gler d0e..dpd pekataan tlg..ptnyaan xptot yg aq utarakn..uhuhu
Mal: ek? Sempat lg ko ty? agk xpike nk lemas k?
Az: 2 la pasal aq pn kompius..huhu..tp xpela..alhamdulillah..aq b'jaye gk smpay ke dratan akhirny..huhu..p tgn aq teramat sgtla saket n kejang kot pas kjadian tuh..pd mlm hrny aq xle tdo......(atas sbb2 tertentu termsuk kesakitan tgnku)..uhuhu
Mal: 2 la..main lg laut..bahaya kot..<-tbe2 rse cm..aq neh bdk kecik lg ke ek??
Az: Aq pkay vest kselamatn kot..tu yg aq igt le slamat tu..ekeke;p..p sronokla men brenang tipu2..hahaha
Mal: Ek eleh..

Pengalamanku hampir Hanyut Di Pulau Kapas..Part 1

Semalam, 9 March...sy sdg men msg ngan kwn baek sy....akmal nmny...pd muleny sy berniat nk berlagak ngan ksrunukan sy pergi ke Pulau Kapas tp tah nape tbe2 tekluar r plak crite cmne sy hmpir2 hnyut tym snorkling kt Pulau Kapas tuh..

Berikut adalah perbualan msg kami pd mlm 9 March:-

Az : Mal! ko tau x aq g pulau kapas wiqend bru neh?hehe.bru smpay kuantan mlm smlm.huhu
Mal: x..ko xcrite..
Az : huhu..best gler w0o!!ko nk g x?hehe.bile2 nt la..huhu<-dgn xcitedny msg
Mal: Aq lau ikut ati,byk tmpat nk g..p iktp0ket,xdpt nk g..habuk je da kot..
Az : Huhu.besh gler d0e..lautny jernih..huhu
Mal: Dh pnah tgk laut jernih.kaler biru.mnyelam pn nmpk..pulau kapas kt tganu kn.pnah tnggl tganu,pnah da pluang tgk laut cm 2.<-dlm ati aq t'pk: tp...laut yg aq nmpak kaler ijau..huhu..xpela...seme je kot..huhu
Az : yup..huhu..siap le hanyut d0e aq tym ngah snorkling..gler cuak tym tuh..tym air mule nk pasang..aq cbe nk ke tepi xgrak2 pn bdn..uhuhu
Mal: Ahaha..aq xbrani snorkling.xpndai berenang kot.aq y berat leyh hanyut,patah lg ko.ahaha..leyh bayang..leyh bayang..
Az : huhu..tau xpe..aq da la xgheti brenang k0t..gler cuak..berusaha gler aq d0e nk g ke tepian pntai..huhuu
Mal: Brani lg..

Tbe2 sy rse cm respon kwn baek sy neh cm pendek2 je...agak meragukn..then sy tnyla die ok ke x..brikut adalah jwpnny:-

Mal: X..critela..dr td aq 2nggu ko crite.p msg ko ckit punye lmbt smpai.aq smpai tpike ko ni mseh kt pulau kapas n kot2 xda line..

Then bru sy t'pk...mne xnye...sy g msg ngan die smbil tnggu mknan siap kat zuzana area celup kot tym tuh..huhu..smbil2 borak ngan kwn sy sorg lg..haha..wat perbualan ngan 2 org skaligus..huhu..bile sy t'igt kembali...sy msg..

Az : Hahaha..yea ke..hoh0ho..pas2 k0 tau..kt tgh la0t tuh..aq minx tlg rumate aq..bole k0 tau x..die g tnggalkn aq..slamatkn 2 org lg kump aq..<-kate rumate sy tuh mnyelamatkn 2 nyawa adalah lebih baik..huhuh..bole plak..heh
Mal: Ahaha..ksian..
Az : Ceh..ko gelak?huhu..Pas2 adla s0rg klasmate laki aq..
Mal: jd hero ko..<-dlm ati aq:hamboyh..cpat je hang nk smbung cter noh..huhuh..p sy lmbat kot jwb msg die yg neh..hohoho

Tibe2 bestfren sy yg ngah study kt India plak call..huhu...pnyla lme sy xborak ngan die....dpt plak die gi call tym sy dkat2 nk blik ke UIA(sy kne bwk muto kot blik UIA)..huhu..xdptla nk borak pepjg ngan besfren sy tuh..uhuhu..p xpe...da janji nk wat Ym ngan die kot..huhu..then..pas borak..dkat2 nk naek muto utk pulang...sy msg r Mal blik..

Az: Bkn2..jap2..nt aq smbung cter..

Bermula Kembali Hidupku Sebagai Pelajar UIA..huhu

Salam kepulangan..buat driku yg bru shj smpai di Kuantan stelah 2hari 1mlm bergembira di Pulau Kapas yg indah lg mnyeronokkan(nsy post cter psl Pulau Kapas yg spesel pny eh)..huhu..rse cm nk brmain2 di pantai je lg..hukhuk..p smua hnye tnggal kenangan...sy kne troskn hidup di UIA neh..uhuk2...bykla pulak kije kne siapkn..huhu..w'pun subjek skit je sem neh...p sbb asek tngguh2 je kije....haa..amek ko....kn da belambakla kijeny..uhuhu..xpe2...kuatkn smengatmu Azkeey..hohoho v^^o..mulekan kerja2mu...

Berikut adlah list tugas2 penting mnggu neh:-
*first draft EAP-intro, argument 1 n argument 2
*assignment Toxico(individual pny..huhu..malas tol!!humph)
*minx brg2 dapur ARC dr Amar..hmm
*setelkn advancemnt ngan bro Along kt finance
*kemas bilik
*basuh bju2 kotor dr Pulau Kapas(haih~~..byknyeh bju sy!!~)
*hurmm...nk abeskn BLEACH..(haha..yg neh penting ble ad mse terluang jela;p)

p/s:Ya ALLAH jauhknlah driku dr sifat malas..amiin v_v

"Program Pecah Tanah" in kg. Cherok Paloh, Penor, Kuantan

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullah Hi Wabarakatuh..
Pada tanggal 28 Februari 2009 yang lalu..Satu majlis pelancaran pecah tanah telah dijalankan di kampung Cerok Paloh, Penor, Kuantan. Tempatnya betul2 bersebelahan dengan pantai yg luas dan indah pemandangannya..

dr sudut sblah tapak majlis..

pantainya..(me n K.Tim)

sblm hari kejadian-27 Feb 2009

Program ini berlangsung secara rasminya pada kira2 jam 3.15p.m setelah kedatangan VVIP: Presiden dan juga Rektor UIAM bersama2 Setiausaha Kerajaan Pahang..

Majlis pecah tanah ini adalah bersempena dengan pembukaan tapak baru bagi institut Oseanografi dan penyelidikan Maritim-INOCEM(sori klu slah nme..hehe) UIAM..Majlis dirasmikan oleh Rektor UIAM n SUK Pahang..

Bgi driku pula..inilah buat pertama kalinya menjadi emcee di dalam sebuah majlis yg dihadiri oleh tetamu kehormat yang amat dihormati Rektor n Presiden UIAM Kuantan..Satu pengalaman yang pasti menjadi sejarah dlm hidupku sbg seorng pelajar UIAM(heheh..llbey r plak;p)..btw, special thanks to Hendy coz sudi bg pantun pd hri kejadian...mnambahkn lg "ummph" pg text emcee kami..hehe;p..Majlis telah berakhir dgn jayanya pada kira2 jam 4.25p.m(kot..hehe)..

ehem..ehemm..testing mic..huhu

para tetamu yg hadir..

dr sudut pandangan seorg emcee..

tetamu kehormat sedang berucap

kak Norma n me;)

me n another emcee


di pertengahan majlis


upacara perasmian sedang berlangsung


sesudah selesainya majlis..(k.Tim, k.Wahida n me)



di tapak perasmian yg telah dirasmikan..huhu

Alhamdulillah..program yg telah dirancang berjalan dgn lancarnya walaupun tidak brp menepati masa sgt..huhu..namun, disebabkn tiada sebarang kecelaruan yg nyata berlaku, Prof. Dr. Ridzwan telah menerima ucapan tahniah dr pihak atasan di atas kelancaran majlis tersebut..hehe..

Oleh yang demikian, dekan Kulliyyah of Science, Prof. Dr. Ridzwan telah mengadakan 1 majlis makan2 bersama pelajar2 dan staf2 Kulliyyah yg telah sama2 membantu menjayakn program tersebut(hehe..kreny sy sbg emcee pown termasuk skali r..dean blanje tuh..huhu..best tol;p..alhamdulillah)..majlis mkn2 secare xformal neh tlah diadakan di Restoran SaraThai bertempat di Jalan Gambut..heheh..

me n kak fath..enjoyin'..


everybody is eating..nyum2;p


my side of the table;p


me n kak fath again

Sesungguhnya nikmat yg xterhingga dirasai oleh driku yg menyukai "seafood" ketika berada di restoran tersebut..(huhu..banyaknyela udang2 n sotong2 dlm lelauk diorg...nyum2:p)


akhirnya kami berjaya menghabiskn semua makanan yg tlah disediakn..heheh;p


~Good Memories always in MY HEART~

Trip to "Pusat Darah Negara"..huhu

Today, 4th of March 2009...a bunch of Biomedical Science student went for the trip to National Blood Centre in K.L together with Dr. Tariq..

huhu...such an interesting trip to me..huhu...nk ckp malay la..hurmm...perjalanan kitorg bermula pd jam kira 7.45 pg kot(pas men tnggu2 memcm org smpay)..bekumpulny kul 7.15 kot..uhuhu..p xpela..at least trip syok..hehe...sy suke;)

pd awal perjalanan, ktorg stop b'fast jap kt R&R..huhu...so, kira2 jam 11.20 a.m kot ktorg smpay kat UIA Gombak...hurmm..agk2 nk tny x??..knape kne benti UIA Gombak dlu ek??..itula persoalan ktorg before nek bas pg td..rupe2ny...Dr. Tariq ad udang disebalik mee join ktorg g trip..huhu...die ad miting jap kat UIA Gombak...so, tepaksela ktorg tunggu smpay kul 1(kire2 da abes mitingla tu kot)..huhu..tp xpe...ktorg lg syok kot...kireny dptla ktorg berjalan2 di Gombak nuh..ex-kampus kte dlu2..plus men window2 shoppinla sket2;p..

huhu...jeles gler arh ngan Gombak...penoh ngan bazar2 kot..huhuu..xyah sesusah gi bandar jejauh...g je round kat area UIA nuh da dpt shoppin memcm..huhu..haih~..seb baek xbwk byk dwit sgt td..heheh;p...p dpt gkla kireny driku ini membawa pulang sehelai selendang bru yg da lme dicrik2 kot coz nk matchkn ngan sekeping bju kepunyaaanku..hoh0ho~..da la tuh..ktorg sempat g kot usha2 brg kat bazar nuh walaupun da sedar jarum jam suda hampir menunjukkan ke arah nombor 1..haha;p

walau papepon..ktorg bukanla golongan terakhir yg smpay ke bas n melebihi waktu yg ditetapkn..ktorg smpay kul 1.06pm..lmbat 6 mnit je pon..haha...ad sorg lg..dak laki..juniorku..yg smpay kre2 20 mnit lambat kot..huhu..kesian gkla kat die...rupe2ny sesat kat area IRK...ahaha...dats y la xdigalakkan utk pelajar UIA Kuantan berpoye2 di kaw. UIA Gombak secare bersendirian..huhu..kawasan KAED tu sendri pown da ckup mengkompiuskan driku kot..seb baek jalan ngan Rima n K.Tim..huhuu..

tym kat KAED la neh


Then, ktorg stat gerak dr Gombak kre2 kul 1.25p.m kot...n smpay kt destinasi kre2 jam 2.10p.m..huhu..seb baek dkat je kn dr Gombak nuh..xdela cm lame sgt pjalanan..huhu..pas msuk je..ha..ape lg...statla dri kami meng"explore"kn tmpat tuh..hohoh0..ha..nk katekn student UIA la kn..msuk2 je tros smngat mbce informasi kt ruangn menunggu..hurm..sy yg bru msuk pintuny tros kagum ble tgk rmay org bkumpul n mbce adla 1 bunting neh yg ad muke aidit alfian tgh derma darah..tbe2 je muncul informasi ttg darah n komponen2ny kat bawah gegmba aidit nuh...so sy pown bcela sesatu..bgus gk la info die..haha...menimbulkan bbrpa persoalan dlm kepale(ap tuh "cryoprecipitate" n "cryosupernatant"?ap beza die?yg sy lg xtau tu cmne le die brde di bawah kategori plasma shj?cmne 2 bnde tu dibezakan dr plasma ek??)..hurmm..namun..akhirny...persoalan itu terjawabla jgk semasa dlm perjalanan explorasi tapak bangunan ktorang..

Nk katekn betape excitedny sy msuk pusat darah r kn..ad gkla bbrape gmba yg da diambil sbg bukti..hohoh0;p->

benda neh ad kat pintu msuk PDN je..

bunting2 kat ruangan menunggu

makmal utk last screening of blood

darah yg sdang di"filter" WBC die..

yg bulat tuh la "filter"ny yg separatekn WBC(sel darah putih) dr sample whole blood kte..F.Y.I, sel darah putih kte akan di"discard"kn dr darah yg kte derma b'coz xbg benefit kot utk sang penerima darah...diorg perlukn sel darah merah n komponen2 darah yg lain je selain dr sel darah putih..huhu

Sesuda je trip ktorg di tapak tersebut, ktorg memulekn operasi menderma darah beramay2!!~haha;p..tym nih la sy tbe2 je jd brani nk derma darah(erm...p xdela brani sgt..huhu...cuakla jugak...1st tymla ktekn)..huhu..namun..satu peristiwa sdey pula tbe2 melanda driku pd hr ini...darah yg ku dermakan sgtlah tidak mencukupi..driku tba2 jd lemah n loya2 tym tgh derma drah...lalu...di'stop'knla pili derma darahku..uhuhu....sob2..tbe2 je sy kne rehat lelme kat tmpat tuh..huhu..siap ad dokter dtg lg tuh..nk cek la kononny..p lg mnyedihkn sy...dokter tuh menjatuhkn lg smngat utk driku mendermakn darah slps ini..ad ke ptot die ckp sy ad blood fobia??hish...xdek makneny!!..sy hnye nervous kot..uhuhu..cuaks3x!!~...da la maen korek2 vein...mneny xcuak...siap g tny sy blik plak tuh tym tgh sdut darah "knape bengkak eh?"..huhuh...ad ke ptot?..da la sy neh yg patient..ad pulak g tny patient yg sedang cuak knape tangan tempat vein die ducucuk jd bengkak??..huhuh..manela sy xmakin nervous..uhuhu..last2 kne cbot bik jarum nuh..da xle derma...make terbuangla darahku 1/5 kampit kot..sob2:'(...p xpe..pas tuh..dpt gk mkn free w'pun xdpt bku merah utk derma darah tuh..heheh;p

THen, peristiwa itu tlah mnyebabkn sy terlewat skali lg utk p'jlnan pulangla pulak..heheh;p..p kali neh sbb ktorg nk solat lu..kre xpela..huhu..make p'jlnan pulang bermula kra2 jam 5.55p.m kot..dr kl tros mnuju ke ktn...p ad gkla stop lg kat R&R kat Temerloh kot utk menunaikn solat..huhu...so, kre2 kul 9.45p.m kot...ktorg menyampaikn dri di ktn..huhu..alhamdulillah...selamat pergi selamat kembali..THE END

p/s:Btw, as u all know trip kali ni diiringi oleh dr. tariq, lect. subjek Haematology sy sem neh..huhu..F.Y.I, at first, sume dak2 klas sy cm cuakla sket2 kot2 die men tny2 ktorg ke tym trip tuh..da la mmg ktorg amek subjek bknaan darah kot sem neh..huhuu..xtaula..p td mmg die xdek tny papela kat ktorg..p sy tkot gk tbe2 die nk soal tym klas nt nxt2 tym ke..huhu..smoge die xigt pape pasneh..haha:p

Adush~~saketnyeh~~

huhuu...malam yang penuh bermakna dalam hidupku..kakiku terjerlus ke dalam lubang hitam yang agak dalam..yang bergelar longkang..adeih...sakitnya!!~...kenapalah UIA tidak membuka lampu-lampu di sekitar kawasan pejalan kaki dekat mahallah maimunah ini ya?..aduuhh~~..

My first Assignment for EAP..hehee;p

The Journey of Finding THE Book

~This is the day, 25th December 2008, it is holiday! With Alia and Lisa, we planned our journey to be after Zuhr prayer. Before embarking on the journey, I managed to borrow a car from my friend. It was a manual kancil car. It’s manual! We start to depart from our Mahallah Maimunah’s second parking lot around 2.30pm. It was quite tiring for me to get the car key first from my friend, because her room is in the fourth floor and mine is at the ground floor. And I was thinking for her to just throw the key to me from her room. But however, I don’t think it’s proper for me to ask something like that from her. So, I pushed myself up to her room, just to get the small car key. Then, I arrived to the car, started the engine, trying to move it without changing the gear. A few seconds later, I realized that the car is manual. I forgot!

~When the clutch is pressed and the gear handle is pushed forward, slowly pressing fuel paddle moved the car. I started driving comfortably, a topic of conversation appear in the car. We talked and talked until we arrived to the last traffic light almost arriving to our destination. It was quite a jam there. A lot of cars were also on the way to our destination, which was the Kuantan Megamall. After that, it was also hard for us to get the parking space. There was a long queue to the parking lot provided within the Megamall. In addition, the parking lot is really up high in the building. We need to get through few circles of journey just to get to the parking lot. Thinking that I’m driving a manual, I was really worried to drive up high in that building. So, I decided to try and find the parking space just around the building, near the entrance. After few minutes, we managed to get one space. Even though it’s not a legal space, I just parked the car there because it near to the entrance and it doesn’t bother the traffic flow. Just coincidentally, the parking space was also near to the Popular Bookstore within the Megamall, our main destination for today. Thus, we enter the store together and my mind started to think of what book is suitable for me to read?

~Suddenly, I saw a pile of books being sold in a large tray with 50% discount tag on it. The discount tag really caught my attention. I started searching for titles or cover of book which might interest me. At first, I get a hold to a book, entitled “swim with the sharks without being eaten alive”, written by Harvey Mackay. The testimonies on the back of the book triggered me to pick it as one of my target. Then I started to walk to other sections of books within the store. I found another book entitled, “Hysterical Blondeness”, by Suzanne Macpherson. For this second book, I was really attracted to the colour of the book cover. Its colour is my favourite colour, which is lavender. After reading the synopsis of this book, I decided to buy both books I picked. Both of the books have different genres. The first one is about motivations in life and the other one is for leisure.

~After buying some books, we went back from the Megamall to the Mahallah. I started reading the first book in my room, but I almost slept. So, I switched and read the second book. I find it to be more interesting than my first book. Hence, by this time, I decided to finish reading the second book only, probably due to its simple language and easy-to-grab story flow. Finally! The chosen book is entitled “Hysterical Blondeness”, by Suzanne Macpherson.

p/s:hahaha...mind my language please..it has been ages since i wrote essay for english purposes..huhuu;p

Practical ohh~~ pRacTiCaL~~

huhuu...i think now i'm already in week 4 of this new semester...hurmmm...where's my confirmation calls or letters for internship program??..huhuu...i'm getting very worried now...i'd really wish that i could have settle this on my own from the beginning in last semester..how i wish i could be the one who never trust this system in UIA...argh...why do i have to trust that those UIA people can ensure me a place in at least one company for the practical program?..huhuu...am i too lazy to do it on my own??...or am i just being ignorant??..huhuu...questions3...

hurmm...i think i already knew the answers..hope that it can be settled by this week..insyaALLAH..the calls that my friends already got really make me impatient about this practical thing already...uhuhu..


p/s:My favourite Du'a:

bismillahilladzi la yadhurruhu ma'asmihi syai-un fil ardhi wala fissama-i wahuwassami'un'alim..bismillahi tawakkaltu'alallah..

It is time for CHANGE!!!

hehe...my first day in campus is the most fun!!...i'm becoming much2 more happier...alhamdulillah...everything happened for a reason...there must be good "hikmah" insyaALLAH for ALL the sadness and hardships i endure last semester...Alhamdulillah i managed to realize that all of that are helps coming from ALLAH to make me change myself to become a better person...insyaALLAH..hehee...am i better already??...i hope so;p..still trying though..gambate-ne!!(vv!)
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p/s; its quite late to say this however, but due to the wireless problem i couldn't manage to post this earlier...heheh;p

Songs which touches My HEART~`~ these days..haha;p

Rossa - Hey Ladies

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua laki-laki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Cry-Rihanna

I'm not the type to get my heart broken.
I'm not the type to get upset and cry.
'cause I never let my heart open,
Never hurts me to say goodbye.
Relationships don't get deep to me.
Never got the whole in love thing.
And someone can say they loved me truly,
but at the time it didn't mean a thing.

[Bridge:]
My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' 'round.
and deep inside,
my tears I'll drown.
I'm loosin' grip,
what's happening?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.

[Chorus:]
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.

Did it happen when we first kiss?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it o.
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time,
and I know that it's no more.
I should have never let you hold me, baby.
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart.
I didn't give it to you on purpose,
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Can't figure out how you stole my heart.

[Bridge:]
My mind is gone,
I'm spinnin' 'round.
and deep inside,
my tears I'll drown.
I'm loosin' grip,
what's happening?
I stray from love,
This is how I feel.

[Chorus:]
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.

How did I get here with you, I'll never know.
I never ment to let it get so personal.
And after all I tried to do,
to stay away from lovin' you,
I'm broking-hearted,
I can't let you know.
And I won't let it show,
you won't see me cry.
[Cry 3x]

[Chorus]
This time was different,
Felt like I was just a victim.
And it cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life.
Now I'm in this condition,
And I've got all the symptoms,
Of a girl with a broken heart.
But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.
[2x]

All my life